I'm not the parent, but I'm this child. I very well remember when I was 2 years old, I suddenly shouted - This is not my home! You are not my parents! I want to go home! To my planet! - And until I was 7 years old, I drew a tornado that takes me away from home.
Also around 2 age, I had a dream about pale woman in white dress, who was beating on window of my room and shouting, that she would take me anyway. And at 3 age, I dreamed of white hall, there were people in black around, and I was forced to choose my punishment in order to be born.
I remember exactly how I didn't want to be born, and I sabotaged my birth several times. I do not know where I got such a realistic memory, but I literally know, that I was born in family, I think it was Thailand, and I was so upset that I was born. that was crying on purpose.
I cried for 3 days without stopping, my parents went crazy about it, and I cried until I suffocated. And after that, I was back in that hall, and they decided to toughen my punishment.
I am often told, that children do not remember until they are 3 years old. But I remember some events when I was in mother's stomach, and how I was brought home after giving birth. At age of 6, I somehow decided that I have a sister, who very much loves me, and wants to help me, and she is very sad that she can't.
Her name was Katherine-Alice. I thought that's what I feel like as a woman, and I probably really liked Alice in Wonderland, which is why I remember it so well. Around 20 age, I found a folder with medical records, and it said that my mother had an abortion, but my grandparents didn't know about it. But they said, that my mother really wanted a girl, and called her Catherine-Alex.
At the age of 8, I dreamed, that I was being burned at stake, and the crowd was laughing at me. And everyone shouted - Victoria deserved it! Suffer, bitch! - I had no idea that such things happen. In summer of that year, I was taken to visit my cousin, and in evening there was a big bonfire.
I was looking into fire, and I felt like I was burning, and I felt like my skin was turning black, and I threw up and fainted. And when I fainted, I dreamed, that I was at bottom of a river, and couldn't move. I woke up in morning, and adults said, I had heatstroke and I was fine. It's funny, but I'm terribly afraid of drowning, and fire makes me sick. I even associate aura attacks with a burning candle and a stigma on my forehead.
In adulthood, at site of each of my injuries appeared three moles, and after chickenpox I have a mark on my forehead, like a "third eye". Because of this, my fanatical relatives believed, that I was possessed by evil forces and that I was the chosen one. I could not know about this anywhere, because from an early age I saw only good Disney cartoons.
It was strange. I'm 27, but I still feel that way. And I don't believe in the supernatural. And I think I felt very very early on uncomfortable in my family. But I've been plagued by misfortune all my life. If I am happy, it will end in a terrible way.
People often don't believe me, that so much shit can happen to one person. But the worst thing, is that even if I'm being punished, I don't know why. This is probably a very sadistic form of punishment.
I think, that visions are probably a reduced genetic memory, that we inherited from our ancient animal ancestors. Since children during formation of fetus, have atavisms, that will disappear after, these are consequences of genetic memories, that are mixed with consciousness, and can be randomly activated.
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