Parris Island circa 2018, mid November or so, Chosin Range towards the upper part of the Depot, legend goes Full Metal Jacket was filmed in the barracks up there, fourth battalion if I remember right. Pretty long trek from 3rd Battalion and main body PI.
Anyways...After all the shooting was done you as a recruit get tasked out to different cleaning details. Some go clean the Pits, which is where all the paper targets and target pulleys are, some go clean the Heads, which is the Marine term for bathrooms, some police call the firing lines, which is just picking up anything not organic and throwing it away. I and two others from my platoon got assigned to clean the Heads.
Now there are a few things to note here. Parris Island is old, its facilities are old, very little is renovated and it's a constantly wet island surrounded by saltwater marshes. The environment corrodes metal and ruins concrete, very very harsh as it is, it doesn't help that thousands of bodies are marched, ran, and pushed through said island which adds to the deteriorating conditions.
The Heads at the ranges do not get maintained like the more important sections of the island, I'd wager to this day there hasn't been a plumber called to assess anything up there, nor anything out towards the BWT portion of the island, if anywhere past where the squadbays and shit are.
Recruits have limited time and extremely strict rules to follow, failure to accommodate for either results in you getting screamed at, made to do something humiliating or physically strenuous, if not the entire platoon being fucked over. You figure it the fuck out or it's a huge painful thorn in everyone's sides.
Keep this all in mind moving forward. In the center of this putrid smelling, yellow stained concrete piss room is a mud covered floor that maybe once was clean and wasn't a biohazard to even be near, and you as a tired, mentally anguished and beaten recruit, have to clean this with toilet paper, an extremely small amount of bleach held by one recruit, and sheer fucking ingenuity. The one tattered mop you have to work with is blackened by the sheer amount of bog mud and brackish water that's either tracked in or leaks in. Also, as a plus, the drain that's supposed to drain all the water, piss, and whatnot is so poorly maintained that it will often regurgitate what it swallows, sometimes just muddy water, sometimes black raw sewage. You never could tell, never made an effort to figure out which out of genuine fear and disgust. We all called it shit water.
You have to make do. We had five minutes to make it as clean as humanly possible. So you clean. You fight back puking from the smell of god awful shit fumes and piss ammonia, you ignore the weird stains, strange fluids, and dried debris on the walls and sinks and toilets, and you try not to look at all the thousands of crudely drawn dicks and poorly etched names and platoon numbers from past recruits, you clock out mentally and pray when you finally check back in you aren't face down in the floor or covered in the filth you're meant to clean cause another recruit is frantically rushing through his own tasks near you.
This was my reality at the time, I and my fellow recruits cleaned feverishly and haphazardly until we ran into an issue that most of us didn't want to deal with. A huge cockroach, or some damn near identical bug crawled out of the drain in the floor, it was as long as my middle finger and it was skittering around aimlessly in a tiny pool of grey shit water.
The DIs expected the Heads to be clean. Bugs, especially cockroaches, are not clean. And anything that stands out can always give a DI potential ammo to fuck with you, as a recruit you learn quickly to leave nothing uncovered, nothing unhidden. Give them no reason except their own boredom or initiative. God only knows what they'll do when they see a huge fucking bug.
We stare in disgust at the bug in its shit water pond, unsure of what to do, not wanting to do what we all know we're supposed to do, and praying it goes back to hell from whence it came.
Suddenly there is a deep sigh, and a muttered "fuck it."
We all turn to look.
It's my friend, reaching down, blank look on his face, and grabs this cockroach.
He grabbed the fucking thing in the shit water.
Fingers go into the shit water, curl around this huge bug, and there was no mistaking the distinct sound of crunching.
He throws the mangled carcass in the trashbag and uses the rest of the bleach to clean his hands. Time runs out and we all have to scramble outside and back into the grinder. My friend didn't look back once we left, didn't seem phased, never heard him express remorse afterwards.
I'd like to think he was clocked out, just going through the motions, but one has to make a conscious decision to do something like that. He accepted his fate with that "fuck it." I think he knew what he had to do, and did it with no shame, oorah you sick fuck.
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